Definitions

Definition 030 | Addiction

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Images and words by Jonas Rask

In exploring what define me I cannot escape the obvious. I am a complete addict of photography. Not just digital photography, but to an even bigger extent; analog photography.
If some of you out there know me, or have been following my various online outings over the past 8 years, you will surely know that I live and breathe photography.

It has become an integral part of me, and I am so fortunate as to not be financially dependant on doing photography. I’m known in the photography circles as a hobbyist. An amateur.

The fact that I’m an amateur has a huge effect on the way I see and practice my photography. I take pictures for me. For fun. For relaxation. For commitment. For learning. For exploring. For documentation. For the stories.

I started out shooting digital, but after 6 years, my curiosity made me look at the old analog process. As a natural part of my evolution as a photographer it was a step forward while looking backwards. It was something new to learn, and to explore.

A new fix if you will.

It’s no secret that I own many cameras. I think the total has surpassed 40 or 50 by now. And oddly enough, the majority are analogue cameras. They’re pieces that I’ve collected slowly but surely. Rolleiflex 2.8E, Leica M6, Pentax 67, Bronica RF645, Contax G1&G2, Hasselblad 500C, Fujifilm TX1… the list goes on. They’re precious items. They’re the cream of the crop. I wouldn’t have it any other way. It’s part of the analog fix for me. And part of my love for aesthetics.

But don’t be fooled. They’re not just for show and shelf life, because of the rule.

One rule that ensures constant usage of my cameras no matter the season. The rule states that if a camera doesn’t see usage within a 6 month period it needs to go on to a shooter that will appreciate it more than me. My house is not a camera museum, nor will it ever be.
All these old tools work in different ways, and they all challenge my creativity in an equally differentiated manner.

So will I show you my camera collection now? No. I’d much rather give an example of the essence of photography for me at this point in my life. An expression of the rush that my addiction and continuous photography-fixes give me.

The pictures in this story are all shot on a Saturday morning in late June 2020. As usual I had an idea, and I asked my sweet daughter Nanna if she wanted to spend some time shooting. This has become out thing. We have an amazing time while doing these pictures, and we always have tons of laughs.

I had an old AGFAPAN APX25 B&W film in the fridge. I had found it in a box many years ago. I had no clue how It’d been stored, nor how old it was. I looked up the film stock and saw that it was in production from late 1980’s until 2000-something.

The rule is to overexpose these old films by 1 extra stop per decade expired. I figured I’d play it semi-safe and gave it 3 extra stops. That means shooting it at ISO3. Yes, ISO THREE.
I measured the light needed, put an old National flash on my Hasselblad 500C with the 80mm f/2.8 and used that to trigger my modern Good AD200. Shot as a single light.

After the shoot Nanna actually developed the film herself in Rodinal chemistry.

The result is full of flaws, old disintegrated film traits as well as permanent letter markings from the film paper.

But I absolutely love them! Because of the process of getting there. Because of the technical learning involved. Because of the risk-taking. Because of the fun we had while doing them. But most importantly for the precious moment captured in such a unique manner. I will probably never forget this Saturday in June where we shot this roll.

That is the reason for my addiction.

And here are some behind the scenes shots of Nannas developing session. Shot on the Fujifilm X100V

DEFINITION 024 | THE EXPLORER

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BY BERT STEPHANI

As a kid I devoured books about polar expeditions, climbing Everest and dangerous travels in the rainforest. Jacques-Yves Cousteau and his crew were my television heroes and I listened to the cassette tapes my aunt mailed to my parents while she lived in the Congo. I was destined to become a famous explorer. But as I got older there was the preparation of the basketball season that prevented long travels during the summer, work got in the way and then came a family that I just love being with way more than the highest mountain or the deepest abyss.

I still managed to see a nice chunk of the world and explore different cultures and places. During my twenties and thirties it bothered me sometimes though that I never completely released my inner Indiana Jones. But I also started to understand that my childhood heroes all paid a big price for following their passion, a price that I am not prepared to pay.

It’s very unlikely that I’ll discover a new dolphin species, be the first to climb Everest while playing a saxophone or swim across the Bering Sea in just a pair of Speedos. But like in sports, exploring doesn’t require you to be setting new records to enjoy it.

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During the lockdown I got restless and started to understand that I really need a healthy dose of adventure to stay sane. Luckily I rediscovered bicycles as a way to explore. In the early nineties I got hooked on mountainbiking. Back then it wasn’t about trails and bike parks, it was about the adventure to go places where a normal bike couldn’t go. It wasn’t about speed or distance (although I experienced plenty of both), it was a way to see something of the world, hang out with great people and it wasn’t bad for my health either (except for the crashes).

Somehow, I found all of that back in the last month or so (minus the fitness and adrenaline kicks). I started taking a camera with me on my rides. It makes me stop more often and enjoy the moment. I’m exploring again, exploring how to explore on a bike again.

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All images shot with the X100V

Definition 022 | On the times, and changing

Definition 022 | On the times, and changing

To suggest that there’s been a lot going on in 2020 so far would be, well, the understatement of the year.

We drove inland from Sydney on the weekend to visit a friend (now that we’re allowed to travel locally), passing through lands that were scorched by the bushfires in December and January, flooded with rain in February, and quarantined for coronavirus ever since.

But what I was thinking about on this trip was, ironically, the things I didn’t need to think about. The many, many things that are just easier for me, as a whitefella in Australia—even as a recent migrant…

Definition 021 | 39 Last Street

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Photography and words by Jonas Dyhr Rask

Camera slung across the chest, closing the door to the apartment behind me, getting hit by the pulsating life and sounds of the vibrant city life.

It was how I really started photographing those 9 years ago. I bought myself an X100 camera, and immediately hit the streets. It evolved from there, that’s for sure. Over the course of two years I got sucked in deeper and deeper. It was almost like an addiction. It was an addiction.

I would get lost in it for hours, days even. I still do.

Street photography has become such an integral part of me, that when I’m not able to practice it at least twice a week its like holding my breath past capacity. It feels like I’m choking.

It doesn’t have to be thematic. It doesn’t have to be documentary. It just has to be.

All the time, it has to be.

Today was the last chance to go shoot in the city before I turn 40 on friday. Looking back at my 30’s they contain all my photographic experiences. When I was 30 I shot my first street shots. It’s crazy to think about, so I try not to. I don’t want to dwell. I want to push forward. Look forward.

So today, I did what I do at least twice a week.

I drive to the city, camera slung across the chest, closing the door to the car behind me, getting hit by the pulsating life and sounds of the vibrant city life.

I breathe.

I photograph.

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(all shots shot during an hour this afternoon. Shot on the X-Pro3 with the XF35mm f/1.4)

DEFINITION 015 | WORKAHOLIC

BY DOMINIQUE SHAW

Since I started my studio at the tender age of 21 I don’t think I’ve ever gone more than 6-8 weeks without shooting a wedding.

Oddly enough, before the world turned upside down and inside out (well, inside inside really I suppose), I had actually planned to do just that - after what was due to be a hectic March of travel, speaking engagements and weddings my diary had been cleared throughout April and early May to take some time to do something I haven’t done for a long time - spend some time at home and in the garden just trying to relax a little. That said, committed to that stay at home goal though I was, I really didn’t expect it to be legally enforced.

So, after taking my first legally required holiday from weddings how do I feel? Well it turns out I really love my job! My “break” from weddings has so far involved not only completing the edits of the last couple of weddings that took place just before lockdown but then (prompted by a little project set by Fujifilm having become an official X-Photographer back in January) I found myself actively going back through all of my past weddings and seeking out images that had been forgotten or undervalued at the time they were taken - something that’s actually been quite an enriching experience and that I would never normally find the time to do. I’ve shared a few of my favourites here.

I did take some time out yesterday though to watch a movie and prove to myself that I can totally do this no-work relaxing thing! I mean the movie was terrible.… like really, really terrible, but I persevered and watched it nonetheless! Seriously: unrelentingly awful - I’m pretty sure I was actively less creative by the end of it … it was one of those movies where you wish you were watching it on good old fashioned terrestrial TV so that you get to experience the sweet release of a commercial break advertising incredibly exotic, bucket-list locations like Morrisons or discussing the new world currency now being manufactured by Andrex … I digress …

So really what this lockdown has taught me so far is that if I’m ever going to truly switch off from everything and not think about my work at all I may need to get myself incarcerated for a major crime or something … come to think of it hunting down whoever produced last night’s movie might be a good starting point if only I could leave the house …

I might as well face it,

I’m Dominique and I’m a workaholic.

Definition 014 | The Past Carries The Present

Definition 014 | The Past Carries The Present

My last essay, from February, seems like a postcard from a bygone age. Me, at home; a life in the arts; what different meanings those have now.

Two days after posting the essay, my father died; by the following week I was in Toronto with my family, putting him to rest on a windswept hill, as snow fell around us…

DEFINITION 013 | THAT WHICH MATTERS MOST

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BY JONAS DYHR RASK

In definition 005 I wrote about my day job as a medical professional. I’m an M.D. G.P.

But I don’t want to write about my profession again. I did that already, and nothing has really changed. CoVid19 is just another disease, another problem I need to solve, another task I need to complete. It is, as they say, business as usual. 

But something else has changed. Something unrelated to my profession, yet so intimately linked to it. 

The world around me has changed. CoVid19 prompts for swift actions on a global scale. They are not medical actions, they are social actions, and as such they have social consequences rather than medical. 

These lockdown periods are sweeping away the feet on which many people balance their livelihood as photographers and creatives. 
It’s not the disease, it’s the means by which the world has chosen to try and stop it. 

It’s definitely the right path to tread, but that doesn’t make it less filled with sharp rocks and spiky thorns.

This disease will end up costing more than we as a global society can possibly fathom, but it will also bring us something that a lot of us have possibly forgotten about in our race towards our-end-of-life.

I cannot remember the last time I have felt so intimately linked to my wife and my children. I cannot remember how long it has been since I had such a deep worry in my gut regarding the health of my parents.

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I’ve always prided myself as being a family man, but this past month of lockdown have shown me that there’s a layer above this. A layer of absolute intimacy in every moment spent with those that you love. A true appreciation of what I am so fortunate to have, and what can so easily be lost. 

Economies will crumble, jobs will end.
But that which bring meaning to my life is right here, right now. Right beside me. 

And that’s really all I need. 

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Definition 012 | STAY AT HOME

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PHOTOGRAPHY & TEXT BY KEVIN MULLINS

Sometimes I get to feelin’
I was back in the old days, long ago
When we were kids, when we were young
Things seemed so perfect, you know?
The days were endless, we were crazy, we were young
The sun was always shinin’, we just lived for fun
Sometimes it seems like lately, I just don’t know
The rest of my life’s been, just a show
— Queen
We’ve had quite a bit of this

We’ve had quite a bit of this

Well these are the days of our lives, for sure.

This event will certainly affect my business as a professional wedding photographer massively (no work for me from the end of February to at least September), I’m reminding myself constantly that, I’m in a far better position than many.

Whilst governments around the world use this to score political points, and I’m cocooned in my house, there are people with no roof over their head, no access to water or medical care. I consider myself lucky in that respect.

I don’t have any client work to do, so Neale James and myself have decided to publish our Podcast daily in an attempt to bring some normality to our listeners days. Do listen if you can – you can find it on all good podcast networks by searching for The FujiCast.

March 22nd 2020 - Not Going Out

March 22nd 2020 - Not Going Out

It’s not just a case of staring at the wall

It’s not just a case of staring at the wall

As many have discovered, spending time at home with the family has been rather therapeutic. I’ve been spending this first week or so rearranging weddings and sorting out mortgage holidays and fighting with the government over my [not happening] business grants.

And because of that, I’ve not had the inclination to document this time. I just haven’t felt the passion for it. However, I have forced myself to take a few snaps. Albie and I have played about a bazillion games of chess – which I adore.

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Gemma and I have been amazed at how well our two are playing with each other and celebrating the time together, rather than fighting in any sense at all. It’s difficult, of course it is, but as a family, I feel like we are stronger.

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We are not on the coalface, like the Chinese were, or my European brothers in Italy and Spain are now, nor like the USA are about to be.

I’ve also taken a few moody portraits of the kids as I pretend to be David Bailey.

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We are lucky, again, in that respect.

This series was meant to be about our definitions and one thing is for sure, we are all, every person on the planet, being defined somewhat now.

This will end, soon enough. When it does, let’s not forget the love.

In the meantime, here’s a picture of my whippet. She doesn’t seem to be affected at all.

KM.

Breezy the Whippet

Breezy the Whippet

DEFINITION 011 | 60 JOURS 60 NUITS

By Vincent Baldensperger

Blanc. Vous aimez le blanc ? Son silence, son goût, sa légèreté, sa douceur, son parfum ? Blanc. On en passera des nuits blanches dans le blanc des yeux de la Liberté, on essayera de se souvenir de sa couleur, on oubliera ce mariage cousu de fil blanc. On continue la danse quitte à saigner à blanc le présent ou l’on dégaine le drapeau blanc ? Finis les chèques en blanc, va falloir montrer une putain de patte blanche et marquer ce printemps d’une pierre toute aussi blanche. Elle est là, éblouissante, la Liberté, notre page blanche. 60 jours, 60 nuits pour la réinventer…

Flamboyante lorsque le soleil s’affaisse entre les rues désertes, le silence gagnant du terrain, bâillonnant les cités. Etourdissante, vertigineuse au changement de tempo. Fulgurante, fascinante de possibles. De ces premiers bouleversements, ici, à quelques mètres, dans cette rue où trois enfants rient en pédalant, naissent des improvisations musicales, des lectures, des discussions passionnées ou légères, des partages, de l’entraide, des découvertes, des sourires. Des petits riens, de grands espoirs entre voisins, de fascinantes pousses d’une Liberté blanche comme neige. Merci à vous.