STEPHANI

Bert's Letter of Intent

I want to spend the month of February with a camera in my hands, shooting anything and everything. Big concepts are not for me, certainly not this time. I just want to experiment, create and have fun with photography again. I’ve been inspired by many things lately and I want to see what I can do with that inspiration. Most of my days are spent inside my home behind the computer but I don’t want to use it as an excuse. Either I just find something to shoot at home or force myself to go out and interact with the world again. Photography to me is much more than the resulting images. It’s a way to understand, interact and communicate.

The choice of the right gear for a project, or even a short trip to town has always been a huge, stressy decision making process that could take days of pondering. I’m well aware that that is just crazy and I was tired of myself making such a fuss about it. Therefor I decided at the end of 2021 to simplify my goto setup and stick to it.

For many years, the 50mm equivalent has been my preferred focal length. It’s simply the way that I look at the world. It’s not a spectacular lens but I feel it offers the most authentic view. I recently invested in not one but two 50mm equivalent lenses to have the absolute best tools for my use. For my portrait work, my main lens is the Mitakon 65mm F1.4 (used on the GFX50R). The new Fujinon 33mm F1.4 (on the X-Pro3 or X-T3) is my main lens for reportage and personal photography. The curve ball in my goto setup is the X100V. It’s slightly wider than my preferred focal lens but it’s close enough, small, handy and capable. That makes it the perfect camera to take with me when I’m out and about.

My simplified setup is not a dogma, it’s just my way to focus and not lose time and energy in pondering over what to shoot with. I will use other lenses when I have a good reason for it. But so far, the strategy has worked for me.  

The end results are of little importance to me, it’s about the creative process itself. If I have made some nice images by the 28th of February, that’s cool. But what’s important is that I’ll have learned something. I don’t just want to get myself fired up again, I really hope this project will light a fire under this wonderful group of photographers. The KAGE Collective is too valuable to just sit idle.

That said, I’m looking forward to shoot, write, look at the work of the group and discuss it on a regular bases. I don’t know what the project will look like but I’m convinced it’s going to be an interesting vignette of the lives of this bunch.

Bert Stephani
January 27th 2022

DEFINITION 42 | DARKNESS DESERVES BETTER

BY BERT STEPHANI

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I’ve always liked the night, dark clothes, dark images.
The association between “black” and “bad” doesn’t exist to me.
In the shadows I find simplicity, peace and elegance.
The darkness shuts out the noise and makes time irrelevant.
Darkness deserves a better rep ...

Definition 016 | Forty-Five

BY BERT STEPHANI

Today is my 45th birthday. I don’t find that particularly old, nor young. For once having a brain that doesn’t understand numbers, is a blessing I suppose. Don’t ask me to come up with resolutions. Don’t ask me to look back onto the past 45 years.

I just want to be ... now ... in the moment.

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I’ve been working on lockdown-stuff on my blog, social media, YouTube and a webinar, but not today.

Today I just want to be ... now ... in the moment

Strangely, my birthday is probably the most normal day I’m having since all that virus-craziness started. I’m enjoying the attention from my family, friends and colleagues ... just like I did on any other birthday.

And that’s a blessing. You know, just be ... now ... in the moment

Definition 008 | Hanging up the Cape

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By Bert Stephani

Let me tell you a secret … I’m a superhero. At least I used to be one until a couple of years ago. My superpower to solve pretty much anything: work harder and longer. There was always more of that unlimited supply of energy. But then, one day, I was flying high as usual, right arm stretched forward, left arm along my body, my cape flapping in the wind … bam … I hit a wall and tumbled from the sky. Who would have thought they build walls in the sky?

After spending some time on the earth, dazed and confused, I started to feel a bit better. I raised my right arm again … but … nothing.
It took me a while to realize that I’m a mere mortal right now. I slowly got to grips with the fact that my energy supply is not endless. From time to time, I still forget. But I got better at it and I started to find my way in this human life.

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Lately I’ve been finding peace and beauty in the imperfection. Surprisingly, accepting that my energy is limited, gives me more energy than ever. A different energy, calm, steady and more profound.

Every now and then, I look at my old superhero cape and think of all the great adventures I had wearing it. But I’m completely fine with entering a new chapter. I’m actually looking forward to what this mortal life will bring.

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Just ... Simple

BY BERT STEPHANI

A friend asked me to show him how to shoot simple, elegant portraits and so he set up a shoot for us with a lovely young German student. In a way this was pure comfort zone stuff for me but it made me become aware that I’m often overthinking portraiture. In the pursuit of killer-images my mind gets away from the person in front of my camera. For this series I kept it super simple: My X-Pro2, the 35mm 1.4 and the 56mm 1.2 and a big window.

My friend’s next question was: what if I don’t have a window? I usually don’t light with a huge soft light source because it just seems too easy. But why would that be a bad thing? I hadn’t used a softlighter-type modifier for ages because it’s impossible to control. But on the other hand, it just pumps out a bunch of pretty light which gave me and my subject room to move.

We then went outside in a non-descript residential area to see if we could find good light and interesting backgrounds there. I think we did.

In many ways this shoot was effortless and if the wheels in my head were spinning it was just because I was trying to explain how my intuition works to my friend. I was pleasantly surprised by how the images came out and how enjoyable the process was. I’ll keep it in mind not always to try so hard but just enjoy the shoot, the light, the company.

And on the Seventh Day

BY BERT STEPHANI

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Like in pretty much every country in the world, consuming is the national occupation of choice in Belgium. But on Sundays consumerism takes a break. There are exceptions but by law, stores have to close on Sunday. There’s a lot of pressure on the government to loosen or even completely change the rules. Multinationals have to feed their ever growing machines and consumers want to shop 24/7.

But honestly, it’s not so bad to be unable to buy more meaningless stuff once a week.

My oldest working digital camera is the X-Pro1 and my oldest lens for that camera is the 35mm F1.4, so that’s what I used for these pictures. The viewfinder is a bit low res and the controls are a little sluggish in 2019. But if I’m completely honest, I could probably still do 80% of my photo work with this “old” combination. The original X-Pro forces you to slow down and that’s necessarily not a bad thing. Shooting this story reminded me how enjoyable the slow simplicity can be. My X-Pro1 was pretty much retired, but it’s still way too good to sit in the back of my cupboard.

Cycles

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BY BERT STEPHANI

I used to live near these fields and I walked them often for a couple of years to get some air, think, forget, despair, hope or just be. I liked how things changed with the seasons but as soon as I entered the second annual cycle, I got bored because it was like watching a movie again just after finishing it the first time. What's the point of life if it's just a constantly repeating pattern?

It took a while before I started noticing the subtle changes that came with each cycle. I saw wildlife that wasn't there a year before, the puddles on the path were in different places, there were new sounds, unfamiliar faces and so much more. 
This morning, when I walked these fields again for the first time in a couple of years, I noticing that these small changes are all it takes to transform an area over time. 

Nature is wise teacher, small changes do have an impact. Our actions aren't pointless, so let's make them count.


Cruise Control

BY BERT STEPHANI

My headlights always seem to be switched on this time of year. Every morning my car greets me with the ping that warns me for slippery roads despite the new winter tires. I can see a roller coaster year in my rear view mirror and there is that nagging realization that only a fundamental change of course can avoid the view of yet another roller coaster year ahead.

For now I'm going to push the cruise control button, lean back and find joy in the few rays of sunlight that make it over the horizon and through the clouds. I have to have faith that at some point I'll be ready to exit the traffic flow and enjoy the change of speed, the sound of tires on rough tarmac and an unknown but clear view through the windshield. 

Tokyo Mannequin

BY BERT STEPHANI

I’ve just spent 4 jet-lagged days in Japan, followed by 2 hours in a bus, 3 hours at the airport and 13 hours in an airplane seat that was designed for garden gnomes. My mind is still somewhere over Siberia so I’ll just put up the few pictures from the trip that I’ve managed to edit on the plane and I’ll follow up with more soon.

13 October 2018 at 1:30 pm (Zaventem, Belgium)

BY BERT STEPHANI

The familiar seems strange and the strange seems familiar. It’s about the same ingredients but different priorities. The focus shifts and makes me focus on the shifts.